Things are too much and hard to digest at ths point of the point,those two days of day camp there's alot of trainings and talks going on.Those talks really wakes me senses up,i should judge the things im facing right now as if it doesnt change.In life we're like going through four seasons now im facing winter it's cold and freezing out there but i cant give up cause i wanted to witness the next season summer which is so warm and beautiful.My parents had made a desicion for me,i dont want to accept that desicion i wont let my passion dying because of the desicions.No one could understands what i am feeling right now,im tired of things right now and request for a break from council board.Then,i had SIT with Miss Lim,poured every of my problems out,thanks for the encouragement,telling me that there isnt any problem that cant be solved.I'll make full use of the break to get myself back on track to a much stronger person,that's what i promise to myself and Miss Lim:D Please i beg you daddy and mummy just leave me alone for this one month,im getting myself back stop pulling me backD: