4:57 AM, Im too afraid losing you,
Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Shall post about yesterday school was freaking werid yesterday i swear.Teachers were standing in a row at the school gate in two lines parallel apart,then we were like some sort of tourist coming into singapore.hah,then i should have cough or sneeze then i could go back home to sleep.Freaking need more time to sleep i swear,then lesson boring as ever what could you expect.I catch up alot with Amanda on what's on going during the holiday.Yeah,and then spent my lunch with Clique plus Athira at KFC heh,i was talking hell loads of horny stuff then Fitzgerald spit out his ice from his mouth freaking funny haha!Yeah,as for today things isnt any better so shall not bother saying so much:D School has too much for me to digestD: Super hate blogger i cant upload any picturesD:


10:01 PM, Just so much to say,yet so little time...
Saturday, June 27, 2009


I am just so loving my A-W-E-S-O-M-E Clique,mixture of different personalities and Character of people altogether.And i really have to stop my procrastinating,i still have alot of homework not done.Blame it on my procrastination,so this girl will have to rush through her day finnishing her homework.My break starts tomorrow for one month i really will missed Clique alot the time we spent will be lesser i guess but i think this will put our friendship through a test right?Through this one month i will control my sentimental side and bringing back my top 15 position.Difficult i know,but i'll overcome it i believe i can do it(: Basically,if anyone would try to break this clique up they will have to go through the other side of me.Everybody's got something they had to leave behind,One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time,There's no use looking back or wondering.So god tell me what am i suppose to do right now.


6:39 AM, I can't keep my eyes off of you.


Today and Yesterday was A-W-E-S-O-M-E!
Yesterday went to watch Land Of The Lost,Yingxin and Jaslyn came to my house and changed went off to meetup with 11 sec2s' councilors and Hongwei.The movie is freaking funny yeah and clement was the one laughing the loudest,i didnt thank god.Hah,then after the movie we went to eat at Kopitiam and then played at the Skypark then homed.

Woke up early in the morning and meetup with Ng Yingxin for Girl Guides Carnival,it was seriously crowded was damn alot of people i was kind of annoyed.Then meetup with Cheryl then went to Our School's booth to check out the stuff.Then,went off to Bishan Junction8 went window shoppping aftermath went Farmway to take pictures!Then,went off have preparation on Fitzgerald and Clement's belated birthday got the Sushi platter instead of birthday cakes cool right prepared long ago at Punggol park with Jaslyn,Yingxin and Edwin.Then,i called Fitzgerald to come down then me,Jaslyn and Yingxin followed him went he came out from the lift.At first he didnt found out then his neighbours told him we were following him eventually he spot us,haha!Today's great while waiting for clement we chat,laugh and Crap.Then,the first time ever we took a clique(L) photo love it alot(:
Happy first month my dearest clique
Ng Yingxin,the girl that stands by me through one of those darket moment of my life.The motivation of me going to my CCA,and the commitments that i have made in all area.Thanks for being there for me without you i wont be as happy like right now.We shared through many moments be it happy or sad.We've seen each other cry and laugh,both of us are the sentimental kind that's what brought us together.My listening ears i wont hesitate to share my problems with you.Thanks Darling
Jaslyn Tan,my dearest blur girl always coming up to me whenever you see me moody,i really appreciate the concern that you've made.I am always ready to tell my troubles out to you,we've been through alot many storms happen in our path of our friendship but we didnt give up isnt it.The bimboness in us brought as together isnt it,haha!Thanks Dardar

Fitzgerald Lee,my closest guy best friend we've been friend for one year and a half.You're the one always bullying me,but i do find it funny and i dont mind.We had alot of disagrement between each other,that's why we click off right,haha!You're the always one that settle all my problems and the strongest one in the clique the one that motivates us.Thanks Fishy

Clement Chok,my laughing pills always make me laugh without fail.Always the one that bicker with me and you cant stop doing that isnt it.Alhtough you often bicker with me we do talk things out right my friend.I know i could count on you for help,thanks for helping me out all this while.Thanks Clement

Edwin Koo,another blur one but in a way that you always did little things that made me touched.You really made this Clique a wonderful one.Thankyou for those lollipops that you gave me at the time that i was moody that really made my feeling better.Hah,thank you Koo Meh Meh


5:46 AM, You and Me,
Thursday, June 25, 2009

Hey,im back Genting:DD



Yeah,went to Genting with my cousins,Nephews and Nieces hah the bus ride up to Genting was filled with laugthers,yeah my Nephew is urber cute can,haha!Then,we went to the Acarde cant imagine i spent RM50 over with my brother playing those dumb machines heh then had lunch at the malls.Then,an early night.
Second day:


Woke up early in the morning and had breakfast with Cousins,Nephew and nieces.Then,went to the theme park played alot i cleared all those freaking scary rides,this spaceshot almost kill me lorh throw me up to 20storeys and up and down.


Third day:
Had an unplesant ride back my cousin and sister-in-law had a fight with the bus driver screw that driver man what kind of manners and service is this we aid money getting scolded for godness sake my sister-in-law went lodging a complain.



12:55 AM, 抹不掉伤心回忆,
Sunday, June 21, 2009


我选择在原地守候,都怪我自己太不甘示弱;
I have just a plenty time to think about many thingsD: Right now my blogsongs best describes my feelings,i feel so lost and empty right now.Now,it's the time that im going to be strong there's still tomorrow to work towards.I'll be a strong girl,that many people would be proud of heh.I want to eat something that cheer me up.Yeah,so i guess im going to the Coffee Shop behind Fitzgerald's House to eat oyster omelete.Tomorrow would be a better day wouldn't it,i hope it would be.Tomorrow,i'll be off to Genting for 3days so wont be blogging unless the hotel there have computer.Smiling seems so difficult right now,right now there's nothing more for me to say than accepting the reality and fact and to overcome it.


6:00 PM, I can't keep my eyes off of you,
Saturday, June 20, 2009


Second post of the day,im seriously lucky to have you guys as my clique thanks for the much concerns and Cheering me up.Especially NgYingxin,Jaslyn Tan and Fitzgerald Lee,the people that always stand by me no matter what happen.I kept on Reminding myself to make full use of the one month break,i mustn't waste my time away during the one month.No point reminiscing the past,we'll just get even more hurtD: For the last time, my heart is torn in two and thinking of days spent without you guys in the one month.I'll miss you guysD: Im off,going to catch my Boys Over Flowers:DD
Holding on till the end...


5:49 PM, You make it hard to breathe.


Things are too much and hard to digest at ths point of the point,those two days of day camp there's alot of trainings and talks going on.Those talks really wakes me senses up,i should judge the things im facing right now as if it doesnt change.In life we're like going through four seasons now im facing winter it's cold and freezing out there but i cant give up cause i wanted to witness the next season summer which is so warm and beautiful.My parents had made a desicion for me,i dont want to accept that desicion i wont let my passion dying because of the desicions.No one could understands what i am feeling right now,im tired of things right now and request for a break from council board.Then,i had SIT with Miss Lim,poured every of my problems out,thanks for the encouragement,telling me that there isnt any problem that cant be solved.I'll make full use of the break to get myself back on track to a much stronger person,that's what i promise to myself and Miss Lim:D Please i beg you daddy and mummy just leave me alone for this one month,im getting myself back stop pulling me backD:

Things wont be back like the past,but i'll make it much more fulfilling than before;
i kept screaming for your name but you cant hear me...


6:36 AM, A phrasing that's a single tear,
Wednesday, June 17, 2009


Can anyone out there mend a broken heart?Cause today i had double huge blows,today went back for precamp and then i dont know why i was seriously moodless in the morning and i stoned in council room and suddenly emotion outbreak and i cried.Athira dragged me out for SIT and i just poured out my feelings and cried very hard.Why must this kind of things happen to me what have i done deserving such circumstances?Yeah,thanks to athira im fine just back then.Then,had Proposal timeline briefing,i shall say i dont understand a shitx until hongwei brief us and then went out for Amazing race tryout kind of tired after that.After that yingxin and me are just too tired out to join in the games.And then,Mrs Ang had asked us to shorten the camp into a day camp,there will not be any overnights.Im utterly very upset,the hardwork that we've put into the propsal those sleepless nights just gone into the drain how great?And,then we called every sec1 PSCs' up to inform them about the shorten of the camp.And,then went to KFC for dinner and then bused home with Fitzgerald and Edwin.Not gonna sleep going to stone till the sunrise.And yeah,i would appreciate if those people who wanted to know just stop prompting me on what happen seriously dont have the mood to tell you guys,cause im so going to cry while saying the entire situation.
To NgYingxin,Jaslyn Tan,Edwin koo,Clement Chok&Fitzgerald Lee;
My dearest clique,im sorry to be such disappointment,im the most useless one in the clique.Im sorry that im not a very strong girl,and have given you guys alot of problems.Didnt really rendered alot of help in the process.A heartfelt sorry to you guys,it's no one fault for such things to happen blame it on H1N1 virus for getting into our way.But,i promise no one will get into our way,not gonna be the old faye anymore im gonna be a strong girl and wont cry.Im tired of acting anymore being like a bimbo showing the whole world that she is strong and a happy go lucky girl.Lastly,im really sorry for being a burden for you guysD:


6:31 AM, Im tired of trying so hard,
Tuesday, June 16, 2009


I dont know what's with life now adays,and i dont what to know what's going on.When back to school for Mathematics consultaion with Amanda.Then,Mr lim was late then waited till 8.20am where as we are suppose to meet at 8am.Heh,did a few questions and went off to Red-Cross retreat bused down to Pasir Ris Park with Yingxin,the retreat was seriously not successful it's almost all free timeD: Then,after the retreat bused to Hougang Avenue8,for Oyster omelete and Fried kway teow it was seriously worth waiting,it's seriously damn nice but kind of oily.Im sucha failure everynow and then i tears cant seems to stop when im alone.Please life give me a break,im not able to do the retreat and failed to help alot in the PSC camp proposal.I cant blame life for being unfair shall just cried it off,i think i can feel better.Im sorry now i cant talk to anyone,i would burst into tears.Im just to tired to carry on,blame it on me then.


6:13 AM, Pictures and memories came back to life,
Monday, June 15, 2009


Im really tired and now im getting headaches after today,had games tryout for the PSC camp.I shouldn't have touched the computer in the morning that's why i am late meeting Yingxin then waited for jaslyn at least im not the last one,heh.So,i skipped my breakfast yeah,had games tryout quite okay just that im very tired carrying those benches and tables from the canteen carrying in out of the canteen.Yeah,and then had a really late lunch at around 4pm at the steps at Econ Minimart ate Instant noodles,Aww how awfully pathetic haha,no lurh actually the feeling is not bad the whole big group of camp comm eating over there.Then,me,Jaslyn and Yingxin went to athira's grandmother's house the cousin very pretty and cute heh.Then,did alot of workout today ran back with Yingxin,Jaslyn,Yingxin and Athira back to compass point.Walked around then bused back with Yingxin and Edwin,gosh guess what the bus broke downD: How awfully unlucky then walked back with Yingxin and Edwin.Tomorrow having Red-cross Retreat and Mathematics with Amanda and Mr Lim.


3:55 AM, You are the love,
Sunday, June 14, 2009


Another day out with family at vivo city.Went around going to Giant supermarket but groceries and then went to my must go shop Adidas.Since it's Great Singapore Sales,i'll take this chance to buy stuff,heh im sucha good girl i only buy a yellow pumps which sad to say it costs $79.Quite pricy but seriously like it alot.Then,recieved a text messange from darling said that she saw someone wearing red-colour liverpool jersey in vivo city.Then,she dont want to tell me where she is made me go around whole vivo city looking for her.Then,later she finally came to find me.Then,the two little no childhood girls went to Toys R Us,the stuff over there are real cute but kind of expensive.There's alot of familiar faces of toys and then we begin our crap,heh then she went back to her mummy,then i join my family back.Tomorrow supposely to have a clique outing but cancelled due to all of us having meeting tomorrow from9am-5pm.AwwwD: Still finding time to have a clique outing,it has been a busy school holiday.Mummy,i want a new phone:D!


7:50 PM, I remember the simple things,i remembered till i cry
Saturday, June 13, 2009


Today,seriously bored to the max,didnt went out i was suppose to go out for the red-cross retreat planning but then mum didnt let me out,im so sorry my dearest Ng YingxinD: Did my homework i guess i have cleared almost half of my holiday assignments.Then,today was so called family day went out the whole day with them,i treat daddy Subway for advance Fathers' day,then got Pie Kia it has such a long queue but i love the mushroom chicken Pie and got Polar Puff Cake.Then,had dinner at kopitiam with daddy and mummy.Yeah,today thank you for entertaining me heh(: I wanna go out but i dont have moneyD: Mummy give me money okay?Hah,i just cant stand boredom now adays.


10:40 AM, Random Quiz

1)Amanda Chew
2)Cheryl Yeo
3)Clement Chok
4)Edwin Koo
5)Fitzgerald Lee
6)Jaslyn Tan
7)Karen Low
8)Ng Yingxin
9)Enrica Cheng
10)Farah

1.How did you meet 4?(Edwin Koo)
-Student Council Board

2.Do you have a crush on anyone up there?
- Sad to say there isnt oneD:

3.What would you feel if you hadn't meet 1?(Amanda Chew)
-There isnt anyone to talk to me in class entertaining meD:

4.How did you meet 8?(Ng Yingxin)
- Student Council Board and Red-Cross.

5.Is 2 one of your best friend?(Cheryl Yeo)
-Yeah,we're more than that:D

6.Whose 9 best friends? (Enrica Cheng)
-Me and Amanda:D

7.Have you ever been in the same bed with any of the above?
- Yeah.

8.Do you love 1?(Amanda Chew)
~ Yeah!:D love her bits to pieces!

9.What can you say about 5?(Fitzgerald Lee)
-As what he always say he's multi-talented,somehow i do agree.

10.Describe 10.(Farah)
-Horny Babe!

11.Is 7 steading with anyone?(Karen Low)
-Nope.

12.When is the last time you fight with 3?(Clement Chok)
-Actually we don't fight we bicker!:D


5:28 AM, My tears started to bleed,
Friday, June 12, 2009


These few days have been trying to change my life.Yesterday,i've made an attempt to go jogging,in such hot weather im going on diet i am getting fatter each day,so i'll have to go on an diet.Today,went to meetup earlier with Ng Yingxin then began our crap.Yeah,super funny and meetup with Red-cross mates for Red-cross Retreat proposal,yeah and then god guess who i saw my"Son",goodness i went screaming can you believe it thank godness he didnt see me,or else i dont know what will happen to meD: After that went for planning comittee meeting with EXCOs' at compass point yeah after that Miss Lim came went home.Then,took bus80 back with Ng Yingxin,we have hell loads of joke and crap together,it has been a long time since i have laugh that much.


5:45 PM, The reason is you,
Wednesday, June 10, 2009

I was totally lost didnt want to trouble anyone,so i went to find Jaslyn,thanks for being there for me for that moment of time.I am just so tired of all those up coming problem,hah that girl cheer me up alot.Then,went back home with jaslyn used the computer,my modem broke down then,i open up my picture files reminiscing the past.Back then,thing was much simpler much happier there are not much problem back then.Haha,that girl of mine ask me asked me to post this picture.

Yeah,later went to movie with brother.Watched night at the museum2,wasted my time lining up should have booked the tickets online rather than lining up for itD;The whole show was real funny,a must watched movie:D ilove the cupids and the woobly head albert ensteins dam cute.Went back home,then someone came calling meowing at meD: Super guailan lorh,ask that person go join Pussy-Cat Dolls since the person like meowing so much.Haha,but it's my fault i guai lan him first.


6:11 PM, A broken heart is a heart that has felt love,
Tuesday, June 9, 2009


Things has gone beyond my control,somehow expected.I had tried my best and took my first step towards the problem,it seems like if i am the only wanting to solve the problem no point isnt it it seems like you're not putting the effort,to solve the problem.No point,forcing you or asking you to change if you dont want to.Cause forcing each other none of us would be happy.So,i think i'll stop this topic cause whenever i think about it memories flashed back to the time we used to have those moments we treasured.I'll be going off to Chalet later,but i dont think i'll enjoy it at all D: Have been spending almost every single second talking to Ng Yingxin,heh tomrrow meeting up with her yeah so i guess we'll have alot to say(:
我痛不是因为你伤了我而是你让我真正明白爱你在伤口,finally understands what this feels,it's like million needles prickling through my heart,i guess you will never feel what i feel right nowD;


8:23 AM, Quiz,

Quiz,
1.Amanda Chew
2.Cheryl Yeo
3.Clement Chok
4.Edwin Koo
5.Fitzgerald Lee
6.Jaslyn Tan
7.Karen Low
8.Ng Yingxin
9.Wong Ching Ting
10.Lynette Ng
11.Jia Xin
12.Farah
13.Enrica Cheng
14.Xin yee

1. How did you get to meet 7 (Karen Low)?
- Student Council Board.

2. What would you do if you & 13 never meet (Enrica Cheng)?
- Life in class wouldn't be as much funD:

3. What would you do if 1 & 12 date(Amanda Chew&Farah)?
- Impossible they aint lesbian.

4. Have you ever seen 14 cry (Xinyee)?
- Nope,she's a happy go lucky person:D

5. Would 4 & 11 be a good couple (Edwin Koo&Jiaxin)?
- I dont think so._.

6. Do you think 11 is attactive (Jiaxin)?
- Yes,she's my lovely junior.

7. What's 2's favourite colour (Cheryl Yeo)?
- Blue?

8. When was the last time you talk to 9 (Wong Ching Ting)?
- Sometime ago,perhaps in the last month.

9. What language does 8 speak (Ng Yingxin)?
- English,chinese and Craps:D

10. Who is 13 going out with (Enrica Cheng)?
- eh,idk._.

11. What grade is 12 in (Farah)?
- Secondary 3

12. Would you ever date with 10 (Lynette)?
- Yes,if wouldn't a girl.

13.Where does 5 live (Fitzgerald Lee)?
- Hougang

14. What's the best thing about 3 (Clement Chok)?
- The best laughing medicine that anyone could have:DD

15. What would you want to tell 10 now (Lynette Ng)?
- Pretty,i miss you so much.

16. What's the best thing about 8 (Ng Yingxin)?
- A very good listener&the only person in the world who can understands me.

17. Have you ever kissed 5 (FitzgeraldLee)?
- No !World War3 could have started:O

18. What was the best memories you have with 7 (KarenLow)?
- Being there for me whenever i need her.

19. When's the last time you're going to see 6 (Jaslyn Tan)?
- Yesterday.

20. How is 14 & 12 different (Xinyee&Farah)?
-Great friend and great senior:D

21. Is 6 pretty (Jaslyn Tan)?
- Obvious question.

22. What was the first impression of 11 (JiaXin)?
- Chipmunk?

23. How did you meet 5 (Fitzgerald Lee)?
-During D&T class?

24. Is 1 your best friend (Amandachew)?
- We're more than that,we are lesbos:D

25. Do you hate 12 (Farah)?
- Not at all.

26. Have you seen 4 on the last month (Edwin koo)?
- Yeah,saw him yesterday.

27. When was the last time you said to 3 (Clement Chok)?
- Forgot._.

28. Have you been to 5's house (Fitzgerald Lee)?
- I was at his house downstairs,didnt went up?

29. When's the next time your gonna see 10 (Lynette)?
- Very soon :D

30. Are you close to 13 (Enrica Cheng)?
- Yes(:

31. Have you been to a movie with 4 before (Edwin Koo)?
- YEAH! :D

32. Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8 (Ng Yingxin)?
- Yes,Shhhh...

33. Would you give 2 a hug (Cheryl Yeo)?
- YES! :D

34. When have you lied to 3 (Clement Chok)?
-i dont think so.

35. Is 1 good with socializing (Amanda Chew)?
- Yes,that's why she have me:D

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1.Three days from now, will you be a in relationship?
-I wont go for any relationship i swear.

2. What color are your eyes?
-Black:D

3. What does your second text message say?
-Amandachew saw someone that i never want to talk to in my entire life.

4. How do you think your ex feels about you?
-idk,do i look as if i care?

5. Do you like what you see in the mirror?
-No,infact i hate myself.

6. What are you listening to right now?
-Nothing.

7. What were you doing 46 seconds ago?
-Trying to complete this neverending quiz.

8. What are your plans for this weekend?
-Watch Movie?

9. What are you doing tomorrow?
-Movie outing with family?

10. What is your display name?
-FAYE

14. What are you wearing right now?
-White T-shirt and black FBT

16. How is your hair?
-No comment.

17. As of today, do you like anyone?
-Ng Yingxin!

18. Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past 24 hours?
-Nope.

19. Have you ever stayed awake for 48 hours?
-Perhaps

21. Do you like your first name?
-Nope.

22. Do you like to cuddle?
Yeah XD

23. What is your initial?
-singapore?

24. Ever been skinny dipping?
-How i wish!

27. What is one thing you have learned this year?
-Cherishing the person you love and care about you.

28. Are you from a small town?
-Yes.

30. Why do people continue to smoke when they know the effects of it?
-Cause they only remember that moment of pleasure when they smoke?

31. What color are the curtains in your room?
-Orange?

32. If you had the chance, would you move to another country?
-Yeah, to japan(:

33. What time did you get up this morning?
-7plus

34. Eyeliner or mascara?
-Eyeliner,mascara kinda fake:x

36. What color pants are you wearing?
-black

37. Are you wearing shoes?
-nothing!

38. What is the temperature?
-How would i know?

39. Have you ever been to counseling?
-nope.

40. Last time you had a fling?
-Forgot-.-

41. What kind of cell phone do you have?
-Nokia 5220 Xpress Music.

42. Last time someone made you laughed hard?
-Hm,it has been a long time since i laugh that hardD:


4:56 AM, Tonight I've fallen and I cant get up,
Monday, June 8, 2009


Thanks ng yingxinfor coming to my house and going to school with me for planning committe meeting.Hm,somehow i keep on thinking of what have happened recently i cried in the toilet.It seems like whenever people are laughing because how stupid the joke can be im profusely crying deep down in my heart cause somehow i find it so difficult to laugh or even smile.After that,went to compass point to meetup with karen and camp committee mentoring us on activity proposal.And then,i left earlier mum came scolding me so,i went on crying by the staircase.And,then mum came comforting me.Problems coming one after another,friendship and family problem one after another.I feel that i failed to be a good friend,daugther and sisterD: Time will heal the wound i guess,thanks karen for everything today.


6:02 PM, 回到最初的时候,
Saturday, June 6, 2009

It has been a long time since i went on an movie outing,heh.Meetup with loveliens at compass point then trained down to Vivo city.The entire journey is filled with none other than my voice and laugthers,Golden Village was filled with people,then wanted to watch Night At The Museum 2.Then,the slot was out so walked around the whole Vivo City,we were urber hungry and then went to HarbourFront Centre for Pasta Mania.Looking at how loveliens eat,is super funny and cute cant be compared with them.Yeah,and then didnt know that mum and dad were downstairs so went down and meet them for dinner and then later loveliens say that the Night At The Museum2 movie slot was out,and then decided to watch Terminator Salvation.Before any movie starts there will be a Trailer one of it is Drag Me To Hell,yeah and then i scream cause of the sound effect and the image then loads of people were staring at me cause i guess im the only one that scream.The whole movie i seriously dont understand what the movie is saying and then i wanted to sleep and then when i see the robots i know that it would be full of machineguns sounds,im so annoyed(!) And then,bused home with loveliens heh thanks for everything today.
Cant wait to see my cute lil Gorilla and Chimpanzee<3


4:31 AM, Cant stop tears from trickling down,
Friday, June 5, 2009


Im seriously devasted with the change of many people especially when they are the closest ones to me.I didnt wanted to believe either,but i still have to face the reality.Problems one after another,i really had enough.Mummy your perfect image of a good mother will always be kept in my heart,but i still could not forget the words you said yesterday it is simply hurting.I wanted to move on,and just forget the hurt you've made but it's impossible.Next,i'll hope that somehow you'll wake your sense up okay,many people is simply upset over you.I guess you did not get it,i guess we should just think it through but i'll hope that you'll made the right choice.Im hoping the old you would be back,hope that you wont disappoint me.Hope that the tears worth something,and not let it be shed for nothing.
Ng Yingxin ,thanks for being there for me.


6:31 AM, The outcome i wont want to know,
Thursday, June 4, 2009


random shot of picture i took(:
I swear that day is one of the tirest day of my entire 14years of life okay.Wake up at 7.30am then wore home clothes thought that i need to wear PE attire heh lucky wear homeclothes.Then,rushed to take LRT to school then took the other side cause i think it's faster not the normal route i took,then saw Yingxin and Co. heh they go school together many people is already there,then Miss Lim and Mr Firman came the last.We took MRT to outram park then change to Buona Vista,then took bus 200.The whole entire journey is filled with laugther and jokes.Then,we climbed the kent ridge park which is like almost killing me the route up is seriously not easy okay,then have to walk up and down hill very tiring but quite fun.I've got many SIT with Miss Lim on the trip.After walking till 2pm we went to Vivo City to have lunch at banquet.After that we still have one more trip to the Cityhall,it was so called the amazing race doing the crossword puzzels,teamed up with Miss Lim,Me,Yingxin,Edwin,Fitzgerald and Siew yi,then the other was Mr Firman,clement,aidil,hongwei and Javon.Walk around the whole civic district area.Then,ended the whole thing at about 6pm++.Then,went to have dinner with Clique at hougang behind Fitzgerald's house then he treat me fried kway teow thanks heh(:
Im seriously disappointed with you mum,you did not trust me at all as a daugther,i have been doubting that if we are even mother and daugther relationship.I thought that i told you where i am going is basic respecting you as mother.I guess mum,i no longer trust you anymore,you called my teacher to check on me.You freaking dont trust me okay,i thought that perhaps im 14years old you would have trust on me.Infact,im crying over you cause mummy i told you would understand me infact not.I did not scream at all,rather disappoined in you dont bother to say a thing,im just crying over someone that ilove alot.Im okay already after aunt talking to me,but mum somehow i still lost trust in you already you are not longer that mum i knowD;


7:02 PM, Love knows not distance;it hath no continent
Wednesday, June 3, 2009


I guess there is not much things going on today,i guess today im going to be a good girl staying at home and doing my holiday assignments.There is alot of them waiting for me,so i would be touching on them today.But there is alot things i want to do during the june holidays,i want outings,more clothes and most of all more money:D School holidays hasnt been really great,i need someone to make laugh right now.Serious fact,is that im going to change myself not to be such a self-fish person and im not gonna add more problems to others.Thanks for being the source of laughters for many of us,im so sorry for adding problems to you.But,i do hope to see you laugh and smile cause you are lived to do that,smile from deep down in your heart.
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That cute little sweetheart,beside my picture heh today she's a little monster heh.Im such a kind aunt to share my Yakult with her then she drink a sip then she gave the yakult to me and then had all to herself.I wanted to drink she snatched it away from me and then yeah nearly scratch me yeah,gave her and got another from the Refrigirator and then yeah she came to me and took the Yakult from me,she's not any girl you can mess with with heh.But,we're still close Aunt and Niece:D


5:17 AM, The heart has reasons that reasons cannot know
Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Today half of the camp commitee came to my house for meeting on camp proposals.Yeah,it was quite fun with them over at my house just that my 1.5litre of coke was finished up and my potato chips was gone alsoD: Heh,later most of the people left only fish lee,Ng xingxing and Meh-meh-koo(FYI.Refer to Yingxin's blog to know who they are:D) at my house.Zomfg,we had cat fight somehow damn fun it has been a long time since we have such fun,even though it's kinda childish.Then,later went over to Meh-meh-koo's house for lunch,thne we resume our cat fight again but these time more unglam and violent heh.Thursday still got trip heh,damn looking forward:D


7:58 AM, You're the cost of emptiness in me
Monday, June 1, 2009


Feat.my dearest yingxin and jaslyn
Meetup with yingxin upon going to the hougang sec campfire,we were real hyper at compass point while we were roaming around the whole mall.And then,here it came all over again,the feeling came by out of a sudden,i could not hold it much longer seriously,i blame myself very being such useless grumbling about such little things and adding on problems to others.I just somehow a self-fish spoilt brat in many peoples' eyes.Independence seems to be so far away from me,i seem to rely on others to much till i find it so difficult to stand on my own.We left the campfire earlier we walked and reflect quite sometime,finally i've thought it through somehow.But overall,the campfire was great,especially one of the guy me and yingxin found,we found him damn funny and he resembles someone we know heh Shhhh... not gonna tell you guys:D