4:45 AM, There isnt anything much i can do
Monday, March 30, 2009


Yesterday morning went out with Karen Low! to study mathematics yeah.Screwed mathematics yeah alot of question i didnt know how to do,haha thanks to karen manage to answer most of them i guess.Yeah,left at about 3.30pm daddy and mummy called Pizza yeah to celebrate my belated birthday sweet yeah.Later my cousin came with his wife,yeah had a heart to heart talk with him.He asked me not to regret the choices that i have made and to cherish my kinship with my family.He told me his personal story of he and his daddy,he regretted that he left home many times and when his dad passed away he finally found out that everything his dad do was for his own good i almost cried.For those words he said,i will cherish my parents you dont know when they will be gone or anything.

I was super moodless today,and yeah im sorry to throw my temper in ASP,i came in after finishing one of the mannequin with less than 5 people help,they went off one by one and ony left two of us.I often blame things to be so unfair,i guess there isnt anything such as fairness in this world you just have to get use to things.Well,im still in a super bad mood,so yeah sorry to throw temper at you guys):


5:47 AM, HAPPY FOURTEEN BIRTHDAY TO ME(:
Saturday, March 28, 2009


Picture edited by KarenLow!
HAPPY FOUTEEN BIRTHDAY FAYE LEE(:
Yay,im Fourteen years old already(: Hah,from yesterday 12midnight i have recieved many smses wishes and presents.Thanks lovelyzx for your presents&wishes.I simply love the huge elmo that was given by Karen Ahma,Yingxin Darling,Jaslyn Tan Dardar&Cheryl dearest!Haha,hugged it last night while i was asleep.And manymore lovely presents,i promised that i will cherished it okays.Yeah got hell loads of presents,thanks people(:Yeah went to red-cross campsite early in the morning for Evac (Gold) thought it was boring and yeah it turn out to be quite fun(: Yeah,on the way home can you imagine it my squad mates sang happy birthday to me on the MRT platform,i so touched thanks people(: Went home with my dearest darling Ng Yingxin.Yeah,tomorrow i have a date with KAREN LOW!
Thanks for the presents&Wishes(:
(Not in any order)
Clement,Edwin,Yingxin,JaslynTan,CherylYeo,Jillian!,Hazel!,Weiting,Chingting!AmandaChew,Janis!,Nataile!,JaneToh,Enrica,KarenLow,Juilenoralis,Xiongchang,
Fitzgerald,Nurelisa,JunHao,XinHui,PeiZhen,SitiSa’lldah,Janissa,BenjaminNg,SherylLim!,
CharmaineZheng!,Hidayah,WeiLi,Athira,Cedric,xinyee!,Sybil,Caiyun,Jaslyn.L,CelineTan,
Facebook,KrystalNg,JessicaToh&Decheng.


5:24 AM, Happy Teary advance Birthday Celebration(:
Thursday, March 26, 2009


Today i cried during langarts class because of a note.Yeah,Ms Toh actually talked to me and yeah the words she said was seriously motivating.But once she said,it's okay dont hold back your tears.I went crying like a running water tap,Yeah kept myself busy by ranning around the school looking for teachers for the SL project.Okay yah,late at the evening.Recieved an sms by Cheryl that she left home and wanted to meeet me at my house downstairs.Yeah,went down i saw them,i knew it was a plot,i cried when i saw Yingxin&Jaslyn i hugged them,they were the one who wrote the note,i seriously didnt expect this things to happen.Yeah,dont make me cry again lahs,i rather you to forget my birthday than ignoring me.Yeah a BIG BIG Thank You to the people who is in this plan yeah!A super BIG THANK YOU TO:
CHERYLYEO,NGYINGXIN,JASLYNTAN,AMANDACHEW,
ENRICA,ATHIRA,FITZGERALD,
EDWIN&SHAO WEN(:


4:49 AM, 解释我们的距离,
Tuesday, March 24, 2009


Like any other school days it was so damn boring in the first few periods yeah.Until home-economics yeah,it was fun baking cookies especially the whole of the home-economics classroom was full of our voices yeah.Hah,got complain especially when both of us are student leaders yeah.But Mrs Lee was just joking anyways.Yeah,my lesbo is back from Australia yeah miss her alot:D
I love Ng YingXin and Jaslyn Tan Jie Ling


4:49 AM, All the emptiness inside,
Monday, March 23, 2009


My sorethroat and flu still havent recover,awww it sucks manzx.Yeah,school was okay till one sec1 boy who had wrecked my day,from far i saw him playing and making a fuss of himself.I just wanted him to stop,guess what he turned a deaf ear and say he cannot hear me.I was all fumed up,ask him to stand up and he refused to,okay he has reached my limit of my endurance.Then,ask Mr Lim ask him to stand up yeah he did.And talked to me,guess what he doesent even gave me the simplest respect by facing me when im talking to me.The sec2 councillor was kinda shock when they saw me scolding that boy yeah,he seriously had a attitude problem to change.Yeah,history class was seriously enjoyable but it ended too quickly.Langarts was a relaxing one i guess,cause Ms Toh said that since it was the last period she shall make it a realxing one.Yeah,i was a good girl that went home straight after school(:
I miss Amanda Chew Jie Min):


4:12 AM, 一眼瞬間
Sunday, March 22, 2009

I fell in love with this song(:



6:54 AM, I would rather remember the pain then to forget you,
Saturday, March 21, 2009


Today i was not my usual-self perhaps it was after yesterday incident,that i didnt really bother to talk to them.Yeah,today there was two people who cheered me up,they were super funny lorh.I cant wait till school reopen,but quite disatarous yeah will be a busy term,many events and things coming up.And yeah,my throat was as sore as the previous day or can i say even worst,but thanks to the strepsils it soothe my throat alot.Was supposed to have a backstreet babies outing but cancelled due to most of the babies had fallen sick im one of them.So my there goes my wrecked day,went out with my family whereby i treated myself invisible didnt want to talk.But something makes me laugh like mad.Had dinner at one vegeterian restaurant which is damn funny at the part when we are ordering our food.Shall not eleborate much yeah.I was charging my phone and then my brother just plucked out my phone from the charger,super pissed off guess what he is smiling at me.This make me laugh and get angry at the same time,lols.
PS/-my brother look super weird in both pictures,hard to explain what went wrong:/
Darling,get well and recover soon(:


7:10 PM, Memories suppose to fade,
Friday, March 20, 2009


(Behind my hair looks like ahma:x)
Yesterday i have reflect alot,alot of things was not as what i have expected.The WHY has been floating in my mind.I guess there isnt an asnwer to it.Just like my parents define as failing mathematics as not working hard enough and not enough pratice but i did.Even my teacher could see that i have worked hard.You didnt see me working hard that dosent mean that i never worked hard.I seriously wanted to go back to the time that you really care,to the time that im just a infant or a toodler showering me with care and concern.But,now it could never come true in 8more day it is my birthday i guess you dont even remember.Shall i define you as Typical Parents or you just dont even bother.Time flies in just 8days im a 14year old girl,you told me to be more mature,you mean im still imature.In this holiday i hardly went out with my friends isnt that a sacriface.You say being a councillor are you coping with it well,the thing is that i did pioritise my time.Tears just dosent help,at times that i felt helpless where are you?The only people who are there for me are my cliques&seniors not you.I thank god that im blessed with such nice friends around me.For the next 8days,i hope miricale could happen by you showering with me with care&concerns,is that possible?


7:54 PM, I've fallen in your loving hands
Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Im back from Red-cross annual camp(:
Day1:
Visited Ju Eng Home,pretty fun.Then,helped out in peeling the garlic.Then,Mr ng says he can see that i dont really do housechores at home.Yeah,quite true.The,had footdrill quite fun.At night we had BBQ,which was quite Fun bonded with alot with the sec1s'.Lim Jun Jie the super cute sec1,even feed me friedrice&mashmallow.
Day2:
Heritage hike was seriously a tired one.Even though my group did not finish all the 7stations,but we did have some workout.We have learnt tent pitching,we have pitch a basha tent.Tent pitching was super fun.The campfire was super duper fun,we are somekind of mad people screaming our lungs out.And sec2s' party with the sec1s'.Then,slept in the basha tent,guess what in 2am plus it was raining and i have to continue to sleep in the basha tent.Lols.
Day3:
Archery was great fun,finally found my talent in playing a sport.I really enjoyed playing archery.Somehow after the camp i have become a bangala ewww,had a sorethroat which hurts l ike hell yeah.
Oh ya it is so going to be an unlucky march28.I have got evac-gold workshop.Which is on my pathetic birthday!Darling says no matter what she will celebrate it with me that is so sweet(:


8:15 PM, My tears start to bleed
Saturday, March 14, 2009


I just cant stop missing the IC trip,yesterday Yongfu called with Fitzgerald Chat till late mid-night.They are super funny,which made think of the trip again.I just hope that our class will stick together through the whole of our secondary school years.All those laughters,screaming&Fun are hard to find.One week later,i guess im getting all those hitting on the head again.They say they dont hit girls,they hit mushroom heads.Yah,so these is how i passed my days in school,13more days to my fourteen birthday which is a saturday.So,not looking forward cause saturday no one is free.Mum let me go to exchange school programme to Suzhou,but not sure if darling and dardar is going or not so havent really sign yet.Yeah,super random.Tomorrow im going for camp,see im back from IC trip not long ago and i will be going to camp.I will be on Hiatus from 16-18march so cant celebrate mum's birthday which is on 17march so happy advance birthday mum(: Yeah,havent packed my bag yet,gonna pack soon.Looking forward to the camp somehow.


10:06 PM, The unforgetable trip(:
Friday, March 13, 2009


DAY 1:woke up at 4.30am, by messanges by Enrica,brushed up and did last minute packing, and checking of stuffs, before Dad drive me to school. Dad was so sweet to ask me to have fun and take care of myself not forgetting to learn something fro this trip. Had a briefing at 5.30am, and last min call to the toilet before departing.My class got a double decker bus, Of cause other classes was envy of us getting the doubel decker(: yeah, then is the first time im using my new passport as i went to change to the scan one luckily i know how to scan if not i will stuck there for dont know how long. I didnt say much during the first day as im too tired to speak somehow got annoyed by the class they were super noisy.We had an quick stop at yongpeng everyone started running for bubblegums and chewing gums and i stock up my tibits, haha. reached malacca to have our lunch, and headed off to Frim thank god it was raining. Im super scared of leeches to prevent that i spray repellent all over my blody and wore super long socks. There was no jungle-trekking thankgod had a briefing on Frim took down notes and take pictures,since it was raining, we went to museum,and we found a leech in the museum, the guide there got bitten by leech. He didnt even know we spot that he leg was bleeding.When i saw that leech i scream like hell,Fengli and yongfu hi t my head ask me to shut up you cant blame of that it seriously very scary. After the museum visit we depart off to the Hotel, for dinner.The dinner which was so sumptousi have had Baked pasta it was damn nice, there was even ice-cream.I was flared up the ice-cream everyone was jam there many people cut in the line.After dinner had briefing , before watching wall-e.Seriously,i wasnt watching the movie find it boring and i cant wait for it to end!Once the movie end,i cant clap profusely.Finally, we can check, Our daddy and mummy mr lim and mdm jamaliah bought for us food, cup noodles and pringles.We are the only class having such good "Parents" looking after us. I bathed, and unpack, then headed off for my late night supper with my room-mates Enrica and Agnes.Watched tv and had girls talk.Eventually sleep at around 12am.







DAY2:Woke up by the morning call, brushed and etc.Went for breakfast,it was Breakfast buffet,had pastries and scrambled eggs!After breakfast had briefing, before departing to jinjang. most of us were sleeping the bus,when we were at jinjang, the bus smelled , i mean seriously in order not to hurt the people working over there had to bear with the smell. Then we depart to putrajaya, it was sucha long journey to putrajaya.Slept all the way,till i reached the sites, all of our road trips were long, we spent more time in the bus than the hotel.I more comfortable sleeping in the bus(: Putrajaya was beautiful by the way, the long trip on the bus was not wasted to such beautiful scenes!Okay,let me share something whenever we are late to arrive on the bus or we stand up during the bus ride aunty lin would ask those people to sing and etc or do forfiet super funny i have got those videos(:we headed off to the turf club, for lunch,then it was road trip again! this time to bukit cahaya, quite long.Decided to sleep again!Reached bukit cahaya, agin my body i sprayed it was repellent had an brief introduction of the place then headed to a fish farm i guess mr lim was standing in the middle of the floating thing, so the rest threw fish food at him. haha. we saw a lot of monkeys. like a lot, and the guide told us not to provoke them,they look like someone in my class Shhh..i wont tell you who is it(:after fish farm, was mushroom farm.When they heard they we were going to mushroom farm they made great commontion about me,they were saying im going back to my real parents which is mushroom how lame-.- After mushroom farm, was finally Four Season house! it was so beautiful . and the temperature was about minus 5 to 7, or 18 degress. somehow like that. it was very nice, and cold. took class photos , finally, DINNER! the journey was quite longer this time, the longest of all the other journeys, many people laughed at people sleeping with their mouths open. Then,enrica and i took a video of someone drolling i bet that guy was somehow one of the good-looking guy in the class than if i were to post it up all those girls would run away from him.Okay,i wont be that bad to post it up. we had dinner by the river, something like kelong and it was seafood, which was my favourite is creal prawn. haha. oh yes, the location that i was in, has alot of dogs, like really alot. violent dogs, xinyee was holding onto me as she is scared of dogs.Super funny lorh many people was was making the woof woof woof sound. Headed off to fireflies park, i sat with enrica and Mdm jamaliah,i swore that the fireflies were real pretty like the stars hanging on the trees! My group, we didnt make much noise infact,we were so quite! back to the hotel, went straight to my room,and bath than Cheryl called to ask me to pass her my file but i saw mr lim then he accompany to give the file lorh.Then,i got a knock on my door,saying that my room was noisy didnt know that perhaps it was 1.30am i still watching tv,headed back to bed to sleep.



DAY 3:It was the last day,kinda miss the trip,laugher all along.We had great bonding through this trip.Had breakfast then gathered at the ballroom for activites guess what my class won the Best class IC trip classes and won the segements for cheers(: Than,after that had luch and went for SHOPPING!I bought quite alot of sourviners and bought one tee-shirt and nail polish.Had starbucks moch frap over there the staff over there was asking me about how was my trip and etc,they were super friendly(: On the way back to singapore,yongfu and Fitzgreald ransack my phone lorh,they keep on hitting on my head the whole bus was full of my voice,screamming and shouting.Seriously i did not want the trip to ever end i miss IC trip,great bonding times really flies when you had fun.


5:27 AM, This is a game of love(:
Tuesday, March 10, 2009




















Happy Birthday in advance my lovely Lesbo;Amanda Chew Jie Min(:
Celebrating with her 2days in advance as We are going to IC trip to KL while she is going to Australia.Headed to buy birthday cake for the birthday girl,headed to her house and surprised her.The cake is super delicicous of cause my dearest Cheryl Yeo chosed it with me.Then,cam-whored with the birthday girl pictures says it all.Shant make it a long post,i will make it a short&sweet one.
Hey people,i will be on hiatus from 11march to 13march.Miss me yeah,continue to tag me yeah.But dont dirty my tagboard yeah.Thanks! Pictures to be uploaded soon after i come back from IC trip.Shall do my last minute check of my luggage yeah,reporting at 5am++,luckily someone is going to give me a wakeup call.
Bye People(:


6:43 AM, Does it even matter
Sunday, March 8, 2009

I woke up super late today,i woke upat around 9.30am.Im sure a sleepy head,but you cant blame me for that i miss my bed alot during the sec1 bonding camp.Hehs,finally after more than 1month i finally got my bag from addidas,thanks mum&dad!After that went to Puggol Plaza with my annoying brother,wanted him to follow me to Puggol Plaza.Meetup with Dardar to get my uniform back left my uniform with her and forget to get back im such a blur queen,then meetup with Cheryl Yeo.She is super funny lorh,always bully me say always go out with me cannot see me like as if she was going out alone.155cm is not short okays,i will still grow in height lorh!Then,the worst thing she ever say today was i was buying things i compare the quality and etc guess what she said?No wonder no want you,i was like super angry lah,but i know she was kidding didnt take it to heart.Haha,im very friendly one haha,and im still avaliable.Lols,im just kidding about the part that im avaliable as in my im not attach neither am i avaliable.Haha,but about the friendly part it is true(: Ohgosh school is starting tomorrow):


5:18 AM, It is no longer the same/-
Saturday, March 7, 2009

HEY!Im finally back from sec1 bonding camp.Im seriously dying soon facilitating a class of 40 over students seriously very tiring.But then,i have one more person to help but he always MIA so basically im controlling a class of 40people.Screaming and shouting at them,now my voice is super sexaye!I have break my voice yeah super man!Make them more ethusiastic but then they were not cooperative no choice have to scold supposingly this is a bonding camp then it is more like a discipline camp somehow?Bath at almost 12am or 1am everyday yeah,super tiring lorh.Im super regretted that i didnt go for NDP selection this year mum didnt want me to go): Then,weiben Sir persuade me to go and even call my parents to let me go,but in the end still fail): Im super sorry,Weiben Sir had to wait for me till later 11pm super sorry.He shared his experiences in red-cross with me&Yingxin.Then,later Yingxin was rushing the sec1s' bath faster then,had a long talk with WeiBen Sir.He is super friendly and humourous.Slept in the Staffroom last night with Jillian&Hazel cool yeah.My class won the top3 prize in the camp.Congrats people for wining hope that you have enjoyed the camp except for the part that i scold you all D: Finally,survived camp with those littlemonsters from sec1s'.Yeah,got to rush my homework yeah(:


3:41 AM, Let love be my last words
Wednesday, March 4, 2009


Today is Lesbo day yeah,lesbo bake me a muffin isnt that sweet of her.Making me super hyper today.And yeah,now there is a Mad Mushroom Diesease in me im super hyper today lorh.Today was photo-taking was cutaye so funny with lesbo and those guys around,make photo taking a great one.After School,im such a good girl to stay back in school for Mathematics ASP,yeah did quite some mathematics questions and then it was a funny one.Mr Lim make the lesson super fun&yeah.He stayed back waiting for me as he say onece the song finish then he will go home guess what is that song?It is 给我一首歌的时间 how lame of him,he did make doing mathematics question more relaxing.And then,teacher ask him go first than he use bottle hit my head now got a bruise all thanks to him.Yeah,stayed back for camp briefing and homed with Fitzgerald,Jillian,Athira,Edwin&Co. home.And yeah i would be facilitating for the sec1 bonding camp,after updating i would be packing for the sec1 bonding camp.So i will be on hiatus from 5/3-7/3 do miss me yeah!


3:36 AM, Those tears that i have shed are they worth it?
Tuesday, March 3, 2009

School in the morning was so weird without the sec4s',raising the flag without carmen supervising me felt somehow so empty.IC trip is next Wenesday omgosh i havent pack&buy things yet.Recess duty was so fed up,doing patrol duty around group of people inside the classroom refuses to come out of the class,they even scold me vulgarities never ever did any of my junior scolded me vulgarities they would be the first&very last one.Home-economics class always cheer me up,baked m cheezy cupcakes which turn up to be nice as my partner you know he is annoying yeah.Always annoy people like me,but he's a nice home-economics partner after all.After school played&talk with the sec1s'.Later had Sec1 bonding camp&etc.Homed with Wei Ting,Jillian,Athira,Jaslyn,Fitzgerald,Edwin&Co.
You looked like an stranger to me right now.
You seem to be that the someone i know before,
even though you are who you are.


2:53 AM, Got lost in your eyes and never really had a chance
Monday, March 2, 2009

Today was one of the important day&after 8months of waiting i have finally became full pledge councillor.Woke up early in the morning just to bath and etc.Went out at around 7am reached school at 7.20am luckily i wasnt late i was on time.Had attire check and etc,finally wore the black tie which most of us have been waiting for.The time finally came,went into the hall with all those cheers by the student was seriously very cool yeah, but it was also very scary the more they scream my heart pumps faster haha!Then,Fitzgerald sat beside me he was entertaining me all the way throughout the investiture.Being given the black tie&the badge is as though an huge responsibility was held onto your shoulders.The sec2 councillor dance was screwd up at the front because of the technical problem.But then,the sec4s' coumcillor we were touched by them by cheering up for us during the technical problem when were stuck over there.Finally the dance was back,yeah i think we did shock people with our dance.Changed back to our council uniform&then went to the conference room to have refreshment and etc.Then was down for out recess duties.Yeah,lessons as usual today sure was funny during langarts class i took up my shoe as it is super pain and i have blister on it then he say who ever dont wear shoe i go step i quickly wear back my shoe than i nearly kicked him haha!Then,had lunch with Aneesa,Yingxin,Cheryl,Rachel,Jaslyn&Co. Today im super random and i dont know why,haha Aneesa saw the other side of me so as i also saw the other side of her.Yeah,chat alot and went home with Yingxin we were reminces the first time how we met and etc,memories flows back i really treasure her alot.ilove you my dearest darling!
Pictures From the investiture(:

Pictures Grabbed From QianYu,Sorry to grab those pictures(: