6:36 AM, A phrasing that's a single tear,
Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Can anyone out there mend a broken heart?Cause today i had double huge blows,today went back for precamp and then i dont know why i was seriously moodless in the morning and i stoned in council room and suddenly emotion outbreak and i cried.Athira dragged me out for SIT and i just poured out my feelings and cried very hard.Why must this kind of things happen to me what have i done deserving such circumstances?Yeah,thanks to athira im fine just back then.Then,had Proposal timeline briefing,i shall say i dont understand a shitx until hongwei brief us and then went out for Amazing race tryout kind of tired after that.After that yingxin and me are just too tired out to join in the games.And then,Mrs Ang had asked us to shorten the camp into a day camp,there will not be any overnights.Im utterly very upset,the hardwork that we've put into the propsal those sleepless nights just gone into the drain how great?And,then we called every sec1 PSCs' up to inform them about the shorten of the camp.And,then went to KFC for dinner and then bused home with Fitzgerald and Edwin.Not gonna sleep going to stone till the sunrise.And yeah,i would appreciate if those people who wanted to know just stop prompting me on what happen seriously dont have the mood to tell you guys,cause im so going to cry while saying the entire situation.
To NgYingxin,Jaslyn Tan,Edwin koo,Clement Chok&Fitzgerald Lee;
My dearest clique,im sorry to be such disappointment,im the most useless one in the clique.Im sorry that im not a very strong girl,and have given you guys alot of problems.Didnt really rendered alot of help in the process.A heartfelt sorry to you guys,it's no one fault for such things to happen blame it on H1N1 virus for getting into our way.But,i promise no one will get into our way,not gonna be the old faye anymore im gonna be a strong girl and wont cry.Im tired of acting anymore being like a bimbo showing the whole world that she is strong and a happy go lucky girl.Lastly,im really sorry for being a burden for you guysD: