Im seriously devasted with the change of many people especially when they are the closest ones to me.I didnt wanted to believe either,but i still have to face the reality.Problems one after another,i really had enough.Mummy your perfect image of a good mother will always be kept in my heart,but i still could not forget the words you said yesterday it is simply hurting.I wanted to move on,and just forget the hurt you've made but it's impossible.Next,i'll hope that somehow you'll wake your sense up okay,many people is simply upset over you.I guess you did not get it,i guess we should just think it through but i'll hope that you'll made the right choice.Im hoping the old you would be back,hope that you wont disappoint me.Hope that the tears worth something,and not let it be shed for nothing.

Ng Yingxin♥ ,thanks for being there for me.