3:37 AM, You're the reason I believe in love
Friday, May 29, 2009
I've been trying to grab hold of myself,i tried my best not to cry,if i do i will soon breakdown and i would be back to what i am 1month again where by i find it not worth it.Camp committe this is for you guys,i know you guys have spent many nights doing the proposal and some even stayed up till 5am in the morning,all of us are trying very hard to make the camp successful.But,at some point of time situations are really hard i know but we still got to hang in there,no time for anyone one to breakdown okay?Camp committe jiayous!
4:34 AM, Can't stop my heart from calling you
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
From yesterday and today have been doing proposals for the game in the PSC camp,i finally understands it seems like very boring but many hardwork is behind it.Yeah and then these whole week alot of us are staying back doing the proposal.Today,class was real boring almost the whole day we are watching movies and having free period,hah i was walking around and talking alot eh.Hah,then sybil came sit on me and amanda's leg,hah thank godness she didnt jump onto my leg.Yeah,after school had meeting and we are doing proposal.Me and yingxin was thinking about the games for the PSC camp yeah,alot of horny ideas came up from both of us,haha expected from us.And yeah,relly had enough of you stalker,following us everywhere we go,please have a life somehow okay.Actually,the stalker wasnt following me but my clique seriously that annoys me alot okay.I've got my new spectacles already have been waiting for dont know how long.heh,thanks daddy and mummy for that news spectacles.
3:32 AM, How much I want to kiss your forehead that comforts me,
Monday, May 25, 2009
Today,i've got all my results back heh.It is very disappointing,i've failed two subjects which is mathematics and science how great?Physics cause my whole paper to fail,screw physics yeah?But,im really proud of my history and geography results.I've got 37/50 for my history and 51/80.Not bad eh,first time my geography at such marks and history i got 37marks someone got higher than me by 1mark and then my top position in history.I've got to buck up for the next semester(:
有好几次我都想挽留苦求也没有用就当作是寂寞
3:21 AM, Im sorry for crying over you,
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Hah,Ng YingXin forced me to post heh,so for her sake i post today(:I went out the whole morning and afternoon with daddy&mummy to have breakfast and then but groceries with them heh.Then,got my starbucks mocha frappochino,and then rotting right now at home.Yingxin was entertaining me just know all along thanks heh.Tomorrow will be knowing all the results hah i really want to pass the rest of the papers.God bless me okay,i've worked really hard for this MYE im sure god can see it so bless hard that i will pass the rest of the papers.Faye really want to do well and let daddy and mummy to be proud of her:D Faye will pass everysingle one of the subjects hopefully(: Yeah,i have plan many outing during the june holiday,yeah i have pack the whole june holidays:D
4:39 AM, I am never alone with you in my heart,
Saturday, May 23, 2009
I just feel like im such a let down to my parents somehow,im super sorry for mathematics results.Daddy and mummy i'll work extra hard for the next examination i promise.Heh,today went out with daddy and mummy,then i reminded daddy to bring me to his friend's salon cut hair,and then how wonderful im back to my mushroom head,infront was like bangs but longer which is like super ugly and suckish but forget it.I've already cut but do i enjoy the person's washing my hair,hah and say my hair is very straight for people who never reborn hair.Yeah,for that that person is forgiven.hah,see im so forgiving heh.Then,went to iluma the new shopping centre in bugis quite big but most the shop aren't open yet.Then,daddy&mummy order a news spectacles for me thanks heh,super love them!Had claypot rice with them for dinner.
My dear girl,
dont be upset already,do cheerup althought it's hard.
You are not asking for too much
neither have you been way too greedy
and you are never have been too self-centred
All of us are trying ways to give in,i know.But as long as we did our best
that's good enough already.So cheerup okay?loveya(:
5:28 AM, 有好几次我都想挽留,
Friday, May 22, 2009
I kept telling myself that i've did my best but the results shown it all.I really got real shock terriblely shock i failed my mathematics paper1 very badly.But then,passed my langarts papers and chinese language papers.I really felt like crying on the particular moment but who else to blame,it's me eh.Facilitating NT camp,was really tiring got so tired out somehow.Then,had bowling enrichment with yingxin kind of fun,even though i didnt get strike but fun anyway.Im just moody because of my results and emotionally.
我开始失去了勇气
我假装清醒看清你的心终于我选择了离去...
5:59 AM, You made me miss you too much...
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Mid-year exam are finally over!*Claps*It's like finally heh,suffering alot yeah.Hah,the thing that im scared is not doing the examination is getting the results.Heard that papers would be given out tomorrow,for us to check the paper.God bless me,okay pass every single subject.Mathematics paper2 was kind of okay i guess,it is easier than mathematics paper2.Heh,then clique called me that i have to report at 12pm and then i thought that i have CCA then forgot every single thing.Took taxi to school,i was stressed out and then the uncle was like relax.And then ,he was real good he only charge me$2,and the taxi fare supposingly is $4.40.Then,me and yingxin didnt go for the bukit merah with the others,went to beach cleaning before that me and yingxin when cam-whore around the school.Yeah,beach cleaning was real tiring and hot,the funny thing is that there isnt much rubbish for us to pick.Heh and then went back to school,waited for the campers to come back.Had debrief and etc,had dinner with cliques at puggol plaza at suki sushi.I was damn broke over there,hah i owe fitzgerald chawamushi cause he and yingxin waited for me and causing them to be late,heh sorry.Went home at about 8.20pm,today i super (L) clique!
i want outing leys(:
12:43 AM, And i know i can't take it back,
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
I've worked really hard for today's science paper,pratically the paper was kind of difficult.Somehow these mid-year papers i screwed up most of them,i promise end of year paper i would work extra hard to the limits.I really pray hard that i would at least at a top16 for mid-year,i really wanted to be the daugther that my parents to be proud of,so i've tried my best so i'll be waiting for the results so let me be the top16 in the level.For the past few days have been out with clique for breakfast/lunch.Somehow these few meals,got kind of annoyed the meal is supposingly to be happy it got wrecked by some people,hope that somehow things would get better?Tomorrow would be the last paper heh,all the way already endure with mathematics paper tomorrow.I won't be out celebrating but would be with my darling yingxin the whole day cause we'll be having CIP doing beach cleaning and facilitaing camp tomorrow real tiring day.But with darling around i guess i wont feel so heh.
12:48 AM, No road is far,if it leads to you
Monday, May 18, 2009
Woke up from some strange dream,woke up crying i know it's dumb but then it has been a long time since i have this kind of werid dream heh.Then,meetup with cheryl walked to school with her,im like some kind of typical singaporean nerd really on the way to school i read geography notes.Geography paper turns out to be uh kind of average neither is it difficult or is it easy.I nearly did not manage to finish the paper.After the paper went to eat subway with amanda,yay love it.Then,send amanda to the bus interchange,my bus took 20minutes plus to arrive i was so fed up yeah and then it was raining.Since it's raining went to my grandmother's house my baby niece was over there so damn cute,she was eating a pocky.Tomorrow,is history paper i guess it won't be a difficult one(:
9:09 PM, We once walked with pain and sorrow,
Friday, May 15, 2009
Seriously had a strong feeling that i have already flunk my mathematics paper1,seriously i cant find any confidence with me doing that paper,i kept doubting on my answers.Mathematics seriously is a total disater for me,mathematics really so going to kill me.I had a phobia for mathematics,wheneever i see i'll usually give up but this time really i have made an attempt,let me pass please.Hah,enough of my grumbling,i wanted to concentrate on mathematics paper2 it seems impossible,wanted to study with clique but then i know i would not concentrated and talk all the way.Okay,today i shall give myself a break,a day without mathematics(:
2:21 AM, My Heart Was Taken By You,
Mathematics paper1 today was super difficult for,i spent about 20minutes in the morning learning the formula doing last minute revision,in the end i still screwed up that stupid mathematics paper.The setter of the paper kept coming in to make amendments seriously doubt that he could set paper.In the end didnt manage to finish the paper and some question i dont even know what the hell is that question asking for.Nevermind just gonna mug hard for the next mathematics paper.Had breakfast with Amanda after the paper at punggol plaza(: Gonna study tomorrow with karen,hah yup studying for geography.
2:24 AM, you're actually playing in my mind,
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Im super drench today even though i have an umbrella,didnt find the use of the umbrella isnt it use to shelter from rain.Hah,super cold today today's chinese paper i was real lucky that im able to do almost all of them,i took 1hour to finish up the comprehension,hah not that i didnt know how to do just want to make sure i wrote everysingle one of them without mistakes.Yay,i promise to score an A for my chinese.Then,after the paper went compasspoint with clique had breakfast/lunch over there.It is great hanging out with them,they are real funny people.Tomorrow is mathematics paper1 guess,im gonna screw it mathematics seriously isnt my thing.But,at least i give an attempt to try mugging on it:D
1:06 AM, Perhaps we're trying too hard,
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Im now in a state of breaking down,i didnt know what to do im lost really.I really dont want to lose any of you but really you guys dont give up on yourselves,cause it isnt worth it.It just like
A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared; he sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could and it could go no farther. Then the man decided to help the butterfly, so he took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings. The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time. Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly. What the man in his kindness and haste did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were nature's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon. Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If nature allowed us to go through our life without any obstacles, it would cripple us. We would not be as strong as what we could have been. And we could never fly... Now is really the time for us to adapt the changes in life,hang in there i know you will,just like the first time i saw you never did you gave up,keep that spirit going.I'll be waiting for the old you to be back.And,i miss you my friendD: Gonna go mug on my chinese paper2,remember hold on there if you need someone to talk to find me,i'll be there(:
Find more motivational story in: http://www.getmotivation.com/stories38.htm
1:30 AM, My empty arms reach out for you.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
School wasnt really great i was so damn bored perhaps too much free periods such as Home-economics,was given 2hours of self-study for god-sake how do you want me to study for 2hours then,was so tired of talking to fitzgerald and amanda fell asleep im super tired D: After school amanda went to Rivervale Plaza with me and buy stuff to make pancakes,it was urber delicious hah,sorry you guess cant try.Mum was super impress with her culinary skills somehow but i did help making too hehe:D Gonna mug for tomorrow's langarts paper!
Happy birthday Fitzgerald Lee!
Hah,finally 14years old already!Over all the conflicts and quarrel makes our friendship stronger i guess.Hah,sometimes you might be a little irritating somehow.Although you often tease but really do enjoy your joke somehow,known each other for over 1year plus already,sharing joy and tears with you and the cliques.Hope you'll like the present and enjoy your birthday yeah.Thanks for being such a great friend(:
1:14 AM, Greatest love of all
Sunday, May 10, 2009
This post dedicated to my one and only dearest mommy,
Mommy i know that you would not read my blog,but i really wanted to let you know how much i appreciate you.I am very sorry that,im not a real great daugther that you wanted,i often scream at you and at times i do detest you.But,i'll always remember 2years ago i got my PSLE results and it was real bad,i cried and you didnt scold me but told me that i've worked my best and you said you are proud of me.Those heartfelt words will always be in my heart forever.Words could not describe how much you mean to me.Thanks for bringing me through this 14years,being with me through this moments be it good or bad.Hope that you like the cake,that dad sponsored me with me choosing.You're the greatest mom of all,love you alot(:
Mommy i know that you would not read my blog,but i really wanted to let you know how much i appreciate you.I am very sorry that,im not a real great daugther that you wanted,i often scream at you and at times i do detest you.But,i'll always remember 2years ago i got my PSLE results and it was real bad,i cried and you didnt scold me but told me that i've worked my best and you said you are proud of me.Those heartfelt words will always be in my heart forever.Words could not describe how much you mean to me.Thanks for bringing me through this 14years,being with me through this moments be it good or bad.Hope that you like the cake,that dad sponsored me with me choosing.You're the greatest mom of all,love you alot(:
Hah,a special song dedicate to you:D
3:49 AM, Another day without you with me,
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Today basically was out with family had breakfast at Owen Road then there's this Fried Carrot Cake that i always patronised whenever i go for breakfast over there,didnt expect to see such long queue,then my dad says the stall was being publicised by medicorp can you imagine 23people queue for that Fried Carrot Cake before was at most 10people.After that,went to Vivo city not much just window shopped around.Hah ya,and that Fitzgerald kept on bugging me on his birthday present hah,i will buy one dont worry(: Hah,the things that you took for granted once it was gone,you would regret that's what i have experienced before,cherish the people around you(: And seriously i wanted to study and revise for Mid-Year Examination then this Cheryl Yeo hah,come distract me with her drawings on msn.
Okay now introducing my daugther her name is Guailan(: Hah,name after one personality,but i dont find myself having such personality,haha anyway she's got my genes haha like the mushroom head i had before.Yeah then below is the improve version,i prefer the one below she is much cuter(:
Haha,that Cheryl Yeo never fails to make me laugh.She and her tag super cute heh,can go refer to her blog for more http://www.th-word.blogspot.com/ Yeah,always feel so great with you around.Haha,Mushroom loves Golden Retriever!
1:06 AM, 如果有一天,
Friday, May 8, 2009
如果有一天我回到从前回到最原始的我 你是否会觉得我不错?I suddenly have this thought,but if were back to be back i could hardly smile that much like what i did nowadays.Today was World Red-Cross Day,woke up super early can,then took LRT to school changed into Full-uniform.Then,didnt have march out cause of swine Flu no massive gathering.Hm,didnt take picture today hah cause partly i forget and didnt have time for it.Chinese Paper1 today was okay not really difficult,still can cope with the questions:D
haha,dearest drew this haha for entertainment purposes only,her drawing so random(:
2:28 AM, I feel as if I could die tonight, knowing that you are not here.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Today was the first paper,somehow dont feel the nervousness.I wanted to watch the Npcc then the invigilator asked the class to go in,hah why must she do that at least let me watch for 5minutes.Then,temperature taking begin sucking lollipop(Thermometer),im perfecty fine 36.5degres.Yeah,the paper was okay neither is it easy nor difficult.After the paper,went to puggol plaza with Amanda,had breakfast over at KFC.Went cam-whore with amanda,it has been quite sometime since we took picture together.Then,cliques went to find us at common green.Then,went to amanda's house yeah,we're real funny over at her house we were eating the whole box of her sweets and watching barney.Cam-whored alot,just going to post a few pictures,hah im lazy to post all of them it would time sometime.Tomorrow is chinese paper1 and World Red-Cross Day(:
3:50 AM, Saying that I'm missing you might not really help anything,
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
I have a great laugh this morning,all thanks to JarrenNg.Went to his class to settle his class down.Then,he randomly talked to me and all sorts of real funny stuff coming out from his mouth,he's a real funny guy.And really im so sick of taking temperature every single day,but no choice all thanks to the Swine Flu to cause such trouble.Mr Lim was real funny,he says row1 suck your lollipops under your tongue now,the lollipop refers to the thermometer.Stayed back after school,had lunch at school with Fitzgerald,Edwin,Hazwan and Ching Ting.Then,super random chat alot,while waiting for Darling and Co. Went home after that,and exams starts tomorrow hit off with English Paper1 im so going to get 5As no matter what,so im going to mug real hard for this Mid-Year Exam.And people good luck for their mid-years!
12:54 AM, Love is to place our happiness
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
It was raining again and again,hm so sick of it okay and i cant stop sneezing now worst im suffering from running nose.Yeah,school was great with them around especially home-economics today played True Or Dare,yeah i know it's super random,but then quite fun and yah Fitzgerald was there if you choose dare you're so gonna die okay so i chosed true all the way.Questions were super embarassing.Langarts class was a free period i guess,just doing journal entries.Then,went to compass point with Amanda then homed yeah didnt have money right now saving up for Fitzgerald's birthday coming in 7days,yup then if i didnt get him presents,he is sure to agitate me.Just kidding hah,yeah cooked instant Korean Ramen for lunch today.Finished watching 愛就宅一起 love the ending:D
4:02 AM, One embrace,
Monday, May 4, 2009
Meetup with dearest in th morning,took bus to school as it was raining.I was down with flu somehow,cant stop sneezing.Hah,assembly was cancelled due to the Swine flu somehow all mass gatherings are cancelled.Chinese class was changed to D2-05 i have to search the whole school to find them.Then,had lunch with Fitzgerald,Yingxin,Clement,Jaslyn,cheryl&Amanda.Yeah,super funny hah,then went home.Daddy&Mummy is bringing me to KL for june holiday with my cousin and Nephews hah,so excited:D But,mummy now is bringing me medicine for my flu,ohgod how i hate medicinesD:
5:41 AM, Love is all the emotions of the world into one.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
I've got my pink ear piece!
Today,i had study sessions with Yingxin,Fitzgerald,Edwin&Clement.They are really one of a kind laughing pills!Haha,the theory from Yingxin.
30% of the time spent studying
10% spent talking
60% of the time they spent laughing at me and i also laugh with them cause it is real funny!
Then,went to sculpture park there eat real funny okay.Haha,then went to my grandmother's had an advance Mothers' day celebration dad and mummy bought alot of food KFC and dial for pizza!Then,i was real bored then Fitzgerald call and entertain me hah,cant stop laughing with those stupid jokes!Msning Ng Yingxin right now(: