Going to school is such a dreadful part of my life it is not the lesson nor is it the teachers but the people around me.Mummy,i am sad,I dont feel like going to school. I dont feel like coming home. I just completely gave myself up.The people around seems to change so tremedously that you dont recognise them it is real scary,everytime i face them they seems to be having an a familiar face but a very strange character to me.Unknown faces one after anotherEvery face feels like a sketch of yours.I wonder if i should carry on like this,perhaps one day i will just cry infront of you people which i dont wish to.I guess slowly i will just vanish in the surrounding as you people dont even felt my presence not going to care.Believe me i wont make you clash between the both of us,cause i have gave up cause i am no longer who i am.I am not the one that have change is you people.Who can i tell my feelings out,who can i really revealed out my ownself crying to elmo and cookiemonster that wont tell anything out.The only ones that i could believe and rely on.And just some stupid and inconsiderate people prank call me several times,please you are not a 3year old child stop doing such childish act.