Didnt sleep for 2days already,problems dosent seems to solved.Who could i really depend on when i fall?Today Evacuation Gold i failed by one component just beacuse of this few days what had happened.I cant blame those problem but myself my mental toughness isnt there,but overall i had did my best,but still i wasnt in the good mood either 6people from my squad took the test 2people manage to pass,i blame myself so much that i had engross myself too much time in Service learning project that i have neglected my Evacuation Gold.No point crying over spilt milk have to try harded next time.Yeah,darling wait for me at tampines mall at 5pm+ i havent eat yet so she accompained me to eat,she cheered me up alot,because of her retardness.Yeah,things were back to the worst once i reached home.I didnt expect you to slap me,i cried tremedously you didnt know what stress im facing now.Just one more time,you wont see me in this house anymore or perhaps you wont even have a daugther like me,cause you dont think you deserve me at all.I told you parents were there to support me,but infact you add on to my stress and even slap me yeah,i fell real hard this time all thanks to you guys):I've crying my hearts out,i didnt seems to help,what's the point guess what my parents say:"you are just gaining sympathy!"i cant believe such things came out from their mouth.I took the courage to face the fact,i didnt runaway but look what i have really got back?