5:29 AM, I'm leaving this to the hands of fate,
Friday, April 24, 2009

Today morning i got up by the alarm clock to my surprise saw an sms.Really got so stoned by it dearest darling didnt imagine you really care so much i was so touched by that sms okay,on th way walking to dearest house i cried whenever i think of that sms.Then,met dearest hah same thing talk non-stop,till we reached school,haha i flunk my geography ST and i think probably gonna fail my Biology test on the Osmosis and Diffusion topic yeah.Then,changed went around th school with dardar for th cleanest classroom competition thing hah we are grading the classes cleanliness,running around sweating is real fun.Then,went for red-cross training on Outdoor silver hah not bad eh.Then.went to recap on evac gold and footdrill gold.Then,almost all th people in the school witness the NCC's changing of command post it was real cool man!Then,carried on with training and played captain's ball.Then,dismiss slack with Dardar&Yingxin hah we're bunch of crazy girls,went to council room and played the music super loud then went to play volley ball and etc.
Lastly,gonna end with my dearest Darling Ng Yingxin!
The motivation in me, towards Red-Cross,Council Board and School work.i've thought you have left me alone,i really feel that you might not be with me here anymore. The outcome,I wont know. All I know is its gonna be a tough path ahead.But in the morning i saw that messange i know how much you treasure our friendship and me.This few weeks is harsh and painful i guess both of us felt that.Thought by not talking to you in any form would do be better. But I was wrong,so very wrong. I've been thinking so much when I was away with my things.Thanks love!For everything today that bring me back to that bubbly faye.You'll be the one I talk to everyday and night like before. You wont be replaced,you never will be. Thanks love!