I am so depressed,Moodless and stressed out these few days.I cried for what's the use the commitment that i have made.I have stayed back for the whole of this week,yet what do i get stressed out every minute.Sine when did i ever pushed the blame to you,if ever i would do that i would not get my self crying every single minute be it after school or during duties.I seriously didnt know how to face you,you mademe change into a person that i could not even recognised,i have lost my myself.My face was moodless,stressed out&depressed no one dares to even joke with me.During duty,i even lost control ended up scolding sec1s' and crying,you would never ever feel that yourself.You still can smile and laugh yourself.On the way back to class,i seriously had lost my contro l bursting into tears.For you,i know that it is not worth it,but what's the use i lost my control.After school,managed to finish up 3 mannequin with the help of many people including Mr Lim thanks alot.Ended up,we screamed and fall out of our friendship i must say we were more than just friends a clique or even i regard as my brother but what has become of us,i dont want to know and those wish to know.I seriously want the old you back,and wanted myself to be back to my ownself.You were the one who back me up,but what has happened i really dont know.I have gave up myself,i thought i could hold my tears and emotion infact i wasnt as strong as what i have expected.