(Behind my hair looks like ahma:x)
Yesterday i have reflect alot,alot of things was not as what i have expected.The WHY has been floating in my mind.I guess there isnt an asnwer to it.Just like my parents define as failing mathematics as not working hard enough and not enough pratice but i did.Even my teacher could see that i have worked hard.You didnt see me working hard that dosent mean that i never worked hard.I seriously wanted to go back to the time that you really care,to the time that im just a infant or a toodler showering me with care and concern.But,now it could never come true in 8more day it is my birthday i guess you dont even remember.Shall i define you as Typical Parents or you just dont even bother.Time flies in just 8days im a 14year old girl,you told me to be more mature,you mean im still imature.In this holiday i hardly went out with my friends isnt that a sacriface.You say being a councillor are you coping with it well,the thing is that i did pioritise my time.Tears just dosent help,at times that i felt helpless where are you?The only people who are there for me are my cliques&seniors not you.I thank god that im blessed with such nice friends around me.For the next 8days,i hope miricale could happen by you showering with me with care&concerns,is that possible?